Shengliver’s Note: On a visit to her grandma, it dawned on Jianglin the teen writer that she should share more time with the elderly lady.

Gran does not look her age. Judging by her appearance, you would not believe that she is 72. She wears short curly hair. The curls come naturally; they are not artificial. Even in her seventies, Gran still has shiny black hair. She has not rinsed her hair once.

A septuagenarian, Gran lives an active life. Sometimes she goes on a picnic with my parents. Most times she climbs a mountain by herself. To be honest, what she does physically would be a bit challenging for a teenager like me.

This Saturday Father decided that we were to visit Gran. Actually, I had not intended to go anywhere. I would prefer to stay at home. My home is my haven, where I can sing, laugh or cry. I enjoy exposing myself and letting off steam in my retreat. That way I can shed my trouble and relieve the pressure.

On hearing that we would go to Gran’s, I threw a tantrum and whined, “Why do we have to go there again and again? She would have us stay there overnight. I do not want that. I just want to stay home and have a good rest.” I narrowly fought my tears back. After saying that, I realised that I was being too emotional. So I turned away and sulked.

10 minutes later we arrived at Gran’s. Having done a lavish meal, she was awaiting us in the lounge. She took my schoolbag off and said, “Honey, I know you are busy. I thought you might have refused to come. I am so pleased to see you. I told your mother that I just want to have a meal with you. We have not met for some time. After dinner, you may head back straight away.” I was very surprised to hear that. My grandma seemed to be a mind reader. At this moment it occurred to me that I was too selfish and foolish. I was too selfish to share my time with her. I was too foolish to show her my love.

Towards the end of the dinner, Gran laid her hand on my shoulder, saying, “Babe, nothing counts more than being healthy and happy. I want you to live a happy life. You are so tied up in your schoolwork. I understand you.” I hugged her tight while replying, “Thank you, Gran. I love you always. I hope you look after yourself well when on your own.” When it was time to bid her farewell, I felt tears streaming down my cheeks.

On my way home, feelings and thoughts flashed across my mind. Even if I should get the best grades in the world, something I have missed would never come back. As time elapses, Gran will get older and weaker. There is no way I can have her with us forever. Despite my overloaded schedule, I think I should manage to share more time with Gran.